Hateful Love

I hate your thoughtful rightness,

your careful, balanced niceness,

the way I always give in,

even if I am winning,

I hate your naughty smiles,

your silly, stupid sighs,

They way you rile me up,

tease me, shut me up,

I hate the way I feel,

so out of control,

like a cranky little kid,

always hungry for you more.

You leave me fantasizing,

about getting all worked up,

pushing you to the wall,

head barging, fist up,

so utterly useless,

in front of

your warmness,

that intoxicating scent,

I am left helpless,

The touch of your skin

scorches through me,

igniting fire,

through every cell it sees.

I surrender once again,

powerless and frail,

in the realization,

thatΒ all i really hate,


the fact,

that I am,

in fact,

trulyΒ incapable,




Β© Apurva

About Apurva

Graphic Designer by profession and passionate vegan by choice. I love sketching, reading, dancing, writing and of course designing.

Posted on October 20, 2014, in love, romantic and tagged , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 15 Comments.

  1. you’ve poured ur feeling out well πŸ™‚


  2. That was so romantic and cutee! ❀


  3. Enjoyed it πŸ™‚


  4. Wow.. amazingly portrayed Apurva πŸ™‚


  5. Samjoth Sashidharan

    This was awesome..!!! πŸ™‚


    • Thank you so much! Glad you dropped by πŸ™‚

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      • Samjoth Sashidharan

        Oh it was my pleasure… πŸ™‚
        I am new to blogging and was reading random posts; came across yours too..
        You have a well maintained space here πŸ™‚
        When you have your time, do let me know your feedback on my posts πŸ™‚
        Would appreciate it lots..
        n thanks in advance πŸ™‚
        & yes, let’s be in touch too..
        Stay happy πŸ™‚

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      • oh you are new? but you write like a pro…I’m nowhere near.:)..I just play with words πŸ˜‰ I went through some of your posts. They are pretty fantastic. You are quite talented. Looks like we engineers don’t have anything better to do in life πŸ˜€ Anyway cheers! keep writing & good luck. Yeah sure…would love to know how you are going along πŸ™‚

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      • Samjoth Sashidharan

        Oh that was flattery and modesty; hand in hand..!!! πŸ˜€
        Just kidding..!! πŸ™‚ You do write so well, and as I tell always be positive…!!
        And yes, sometimes I see engineers as the wrong people at the wrong places .. πŸ˜€
        Having said that, I still love my job and profession..!! πŸ™‚
        Pleased to meet a fellow blogger cum engineer..!!
        Stay good πŸ™‚ Apurva..!!

        P.S : I am never a pro..!!! πŸ™‚ But I really wish to..!!


      • Hahaha yeah.. Nice to meet people who have been in the same boat:) great to kno u enjoy your job πŸ™‚ Tc:) On 15 Dec 2014 12:05, “Stolen thoughts brought to life” wrote:


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      • Samjoth Sashidharan

        the pleasure is all mine πŸ™‚
        Be good..!!!

        Liked by 1 person

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