Hateful Love

I hate your thoughtful rightness,

your careful, balanced niceness,

the way I always give in,

even if I am winning,

I hate your naughty smiles,

your silly, stupid sighs,

They way you rile me up,

tease me, shut me up,

I hate the way I feel,

so out of control,

like a cranky little kid,

always hungry for you more.

You leave me fantasizing,

about getting all worked up,

pushing you to the wall,

head barging, fist up,

so utterly useless,

in front of

your warmness,

that intoxicating scent,

I am left helpless,

The touch of your skin

scorches through me,

igniting fire,

through every cell it sees.

I surrender once again,

powerless and frail,

in the realization,

that all i really hate,


the fact,

that I am,

in fact,

truly incapable,




© Apurva


About Apurva

Unabashed introvert, closet extrovert with artistic female obsession, hormonal male obsession, a penchant for wit and humour, crazy belly dancer, emotional fool, yet sober and boisterous kid lover, is running away with treasures and secrets from the darkest corners of her mind. Kindly catch her if you can and send her to love's eternal prison

Posted on October 20, 2014, in love, romantic and tagged , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 15 Comments.

  1. you’ve poured ur feeling out well 🙂

  2. That was so romantic and cutee! ❤

  3. Enjoyed it 🙂

  4. Wow.. amazingly portrayed Apurva 🙂

  5. Samjoth Sashidharan

    This was awesome..!!! 🙂

    • Thank you so much! Glad you dropped by 🙂

      • Samjoth Sashidharan

        Oh it was my pleasure… 🙂
        I am new to blogging and was reading random posts; came across yours too..
        You have a well maintained space here 🙂
        When you have your time, do let me know your feedback on my posts 🙂
        Would appreciate it lots..
        n thanks in advance 🙂
        & yes, let’s be in touch too..
        Stay happy 🙂

      • oh you are new? but you write like a pro…I’m nowhere near.:)..I just play with words 😉 I went through some of your posts. They are pretty fantastic. You are quite talented. Looks like we engineers don’t have anything better to do in life 😀 Anyway cheers! keep writing & good luck. Yeah sure…would love to know how you are going along 🙂

      • Samjoth Sashidharan

        Oh that was flattery and modesty; hand in hand..!!! 😀
        Just kidding..!! 🙂 You do write so well, and as I tell always be positive…!!
        And yes, sometimes I see engineers as the wrong people at the wrong places .. 😀
        Having said that, I still love my job and profession..!! 🙂
        Pleased to meet a fellow blogger cum engineer..!!
        Stay good 🙂 Apurva..!!

        P.S : I am never a pro..!!! 🙂 But I really wish to..!!

      • Hahaha yeah.. Nice to meet people who have been in the same boat:) great to kno u enjoy your job 🙂 Tc:) On 15 Dec 2014 12:05, “Stolen thoughts brought to life” wrote:


      • Samjoth Sashidharan

        the pleasure is all mine 🙂
        Be good..!!!

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